I have this shirt that says, "I am so blogging this," and it certainly applies to most situations in my life. I even wore it while in labor with Burkley!
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| Me, right after having Burkley- feeling great and acting goofy! |
We've been dealing with croup for the past couple days and I keep thinking, "I am so blogging this!" Mainly because I do want this blog to serve somewhat as a baby book of sorts, so I want to document things like this to preserve them in our memories.
So, to sum it all up, I will just say CROUP SUCKS.
But, if you want the long version, read on.
Sunday
We were at a birthday party and while I had noticed Burkley had been coughing all weekend, it was nothing major, but at the party I could feel the phlegm in his chest while he was breathing by just putting my hand on his back. It was weird. Maybe I should have noticed a problem then.
Later that night as we were heading to bed, I noticed the cough getting much worse. Things just got progressively worse quickly at this point. During the night the cough turned into a barking-type of cough and he kept waking up moaning in pain and somewhat wheezing. I started to get super paranoid that he had pertussis and got online immediately to research. I was frantically praying that he didn't have it (he's not vaxed against it) and I posted a question on Natural Parents Network's facebook page (love those mamas!) and they were gracious to give me advice. They diagnosed him with croup- though I didn't get to read their comments till morning- as did several of my friends on my own facebook page. Doing some WebMD research on my own (gotta love it that anyone can be a doctor thanks to the internet!) and I too came to the conclusion that it was croup.
Monday
We started "treatment"-- steaming the shower, breathing the cool air outside and/or in the freezer, etc. It was crappy. He'd have these loud coughing fits and sputter and spit and look otherwise miserable. I could tell he was achy and his eyes were watery and his nose was runny. I called the doctor's office that afternoon to see if we could get in, as I was seeking an official diagnosis. When I called, I found out that the doc was booked for the day, but the nurse listened to me describe the symptoms and she said she was certain it was croup. She gave me some tips, which included everything we'd already been doing. Then she asked if he was up to date on his vaccinations. When I told her he wasn't, that he hasn't received any, I was berated and told that this croup will kill him and my choices will lead to his death and all sorts of other super insensitive, unprofessional things that I disagree with. (After that I promptly made some calls and got us switched to a new doctor- but that's a blog post for another time).
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| We lounged like this most of the day. |
Then, Monday night, we headed to bed and I could tell it was going to be a long night. It was! We were up every hour from about 1:00am-4:00am. He was not interested in nursing, as he didn't have the strength to latch on. The coughing fits were scary, but more than that was the sad moaning.
Tuesday
He seemed to get a second wind or something around 4:30a.m. and he nursed well. Then he nursed a bit at 6:30a.m., and pretty half-heartedly at 8:30. At that point my dad stopped by to check on us. Burkley gave him some smiles and then we both headed back to bed (I'm battling a sinus infection, so I also feel like crap). We slept in till 11:30! Woah!! It was like we were in college! haha! But, we hadn't really eaten well since that feeding at 4:30a.m. I kept offering it, he kept lazily latching on, having a coughing fit, crying out in pain from his sore throat, and then I'd try to calm him down because I didn't want him to get hysterical and have his airways swell up making it even more difficult to breathe. However, he kept getting more upset and kept coughing and turning red and getting very limp. I started to freak out. I called my mom to see if she could come over and take us to the hospital (hubby was at work with our only car). I was thinking maybe he needed a nebulizer treatment of some sort because his breathing was appearing to be difficult. But, by the time she came about ten minutes later, he was much better. He had calmed down, was breathing better, and I asked her to take him downstairs while I pumped. He hadn't eaten
really since 6:30 in the morning and by this time it was noon. I was feeling the pain! So, I pumped for the first time since being in the NICU with him. :( I was so thankful to have that pump- my aunt had given it to me and I'm so glad we have it. As I was pumping, I was pondering what we should do.
I assumed that if we took him to the hospital, other than any breathing treatments, they would probably want to do two things. One, they would put him on an IV because he wasn't nursing and was possibly getting dehydrated. They would also probably put him on antibiotics because he had a low-grade fever, which could lead to an infection. Now, I am not against either of those treatments,
per se, but I was wondering if there was anything I could do from home to treat those things. So, my mom and I bounced some ideas off each other and here's what we did. Using what I had pumped, I offered him some breastmilk in a syringe (he has never had a bottle and I figured why start now?). He took it happily. I gave him, oh, I don't know, 5 or 6 syringes full. He perked right up. He
was hungry, he just was too weak to latch on! So, I thought, the breastmilk will help hydrate him
and serve to fight off any infection! I poured the rest of my pumped milk into my ice cube trays, put in some toothpicks (to serve as handles), and popped the tray in the freezer to make some
momsicles. I knew once they froze he would enjoy them because the coldness would help reduce the swelling in his throat and that way he could also get more nutrients in his little sick body.
The rest of the day we just lounged and he napped a lot. Before bed we did another steamy bath with eucalyptus oil dropped in and then he got rubbed down with lavender lotion mixed with eucalyptus oil. We've also got the oil in the diffuser in the humidifier on. He's snoozing next to me as I type and I'm hoping tonight will go better than last. I also hope he eats more during the night than last! In his sleep he keeps sneezing in a way that I can tell hurts his throat. Then he gives a little moan in pain and dozes right back off. Overall, he's less congested and hasn't really had that barking cough for a couple of hours. I'm hoping we are on the upswing of this thing.
We shall see!
(I have some more super pathetic pictures of my little sicky from today, but I haven't loaded them onto the computer yet and the camera is downstairs where my poor hubby is sleeping so Burkley's coughing doesn't keep him up, as Hubby works very early in the morning and needs good rest. I don't want to go down there to get the camera and risk waking him, so maybe I'll post those in a follow-up post. Stay tuned!! I know, you're all on the edges of your seats...for now, how about this sweet pic of Burkley before the birthday party on Sunday!)
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| Burkley, before things got bad Sunday evening. |